Ok, finally got around to changing the introduction text. But as you can see, I'm too sianz to write a proper one, so am going to blabber on in hopes that you will get an idea of what sort of person I am by guessing. Yeah, the format of this blog is crap. I haven't got around to fixing it. Later lah.. Much later...
The older I grow, the more I realize there's such a varied assortment of people in this world - people I thought could never exist.
People who are that blur . People who are that sensitive. People who will actually buy that nonsensical appliance sold on TV. People who design clothes no sane person would wear willingly. People who actually wear those clothes willingly. People who are that unreasonable. People who are that obsessively crazy about something to the point you feel scared to talk to them on the subject.
One always takes themselves to be the central point of normalcy. Then others around you would be certain deviations from that point. Of course there always will b e extremes. And as one grows older, that point shifts around as you get to know people from across e spectrum of life, and slowly you get to understand them - thus coming to accept them as normal.
Although I hope to one day understand them all, I don't think I ever will. There are some people whom I've met in this world whom I'll NEVER understand. And I accept that. Anyhow, there are probably people out there who are thinking the exact same thing about me.
ME signed off at 7:52 PM
Friday, August 27, 2004
6th entry
2day i read serene's blog where she mentioned tat she felt i was brave 2 post my views on religion. Frankly speaking, during e course of writing it, i more than once felt e strong urge 2 delete it. I confess i was afraid of offending ppl. Although i can truthfully say those words represent my true feelings on e matter, i also believe tat some sensitive issues r best kept in e heart, hidden away from hypersensitive ppl. However, after considering e matter, i came 2 e conclusion tat e ppl i care 4 already accept who i am, n if they cn't, then they do nt deserve my concern of wat they think of me. i am vry satisfied with my choice of ppl i care 4. Looking back at it, i value e fact tat i can feel at ease with them without being overly concerned of my actions. i knw at e end of e day tat they will nt judge me based on minor matters, n tat they r well aware of my shortcomings n accept tat those limitations r as part of me as my strengths. 2 those ppl, thank u. N 2 those others who love 2 pass judgement on others, n r probably in e middle of condemning me, go f**k urself.
ME signed off at 7:36 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
5th entry
I believe that I am a flawed creature - but then I have come to accept that all of us are.
The fact that we are flawed is what makes us more lovable. Our imperfections are what make us more human, more acceptable, and more endearing to our loved ones. I wish to be able one day to accept and embrace every person's imperfections - whether it be repulsive or against my own personal views.
I believe that people who reject others based on differing viewpoints are narrow minded and ridiculous. One must accept that a person has a right to personal perceptions of issues. Accordingly, one cannot assume that he or she is e lord of all creation and therefore represents the truth of all matters large and small. I find it especially abhorrent if e matter concerns religion. I accept your take on religion n therefore please accept and respect mine. Please do not be a know it all and assume that YOUR religion reigns supreme, that all other religions are wrong, and that everybody else who does not accept YOUR god will go to hell.
ME signed off at 6:33 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
4th entry
Ah, finally! A light at e end of e tunnel! i hve made significant discoveries on how 2 work tis damn thing. as serene says, e words r kinda blur, must work on tat. N no swearing. tats my new resolution. So no bitch, bastard, fuck, hell, damn n watever. however i make an exception in written form n upon extreme provocation. anyway, its nt going 2 well for me. i still use e words as n when. must work on tat.
ME signed off at 2:07 PM
Thursday, August 19, 2004
3rd entry
I hate blogs. Blogs must be e latest invention of e new age world contrived to make our miserable modern lives even more miserable. I cn't work e stupid template and half of e time horrific things happen to my blog when I try. My life has enough stress already.
ME signed off at 5:56 PM
Monday, August 16, 2004
2st entry
e above 1st entry was done by stupid farah who indeed likes 2 fuck. she is e 1 who helped me put up tis blog. thx 4 e help bt no thx 4 e entry. shld delete it. so humilating.
